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goldcumandrippedpants:

"I learned at a very young age how fragile life is. When I was 15 years old I found out I had a brain tumor. The doctors said I had a very small chance that I could outlive it. The only alternative was to get on a long waiting list for open face surgery in hopes of removing it. I guess the first blessing happened on my 16th birthday, when the surgery was scheduled. I found out shortly after waking from the surgery that they went into the palette of the roof of my mouth instead of opening up my entire face. I guess you could say that was the second blessing. But the real blessing was that I overcame it completely and I survived something that most people never live through. I was close to death and I escaped it, and now I celebrate life because of it. 

I wanted to be free. After this literal escape from death, I had some challenges at home and left at a very young age to spend my teenage years literally on the streets. I started with a hitchhiking tour all through Canada. Essentially I was homeless, sleeping on rooftops and under bridges and free. I met tons of interesting people, and experienced life to the fullest. Surviving the death sentence of a brain tumor was like defying death. I felt like the walking dead. I wasn’t supposed to be here. The doctors had told me there was no hope. But here I was, alive and breathing and being so free to live my life. When you live on the streets, you really appreciate just being alive. On the streets, you don’t have first or last names. So they started to call me Zombie, a person who is living but so close to death.”

cheecheechancho

wokeuptothesameolduhoh:

This is Ally and I on November 14th.

This night I was having the time of my life but deep down, I was hiding secrets no one really knew about just a few people. If you know on Twitter Britney Valdez, is a very close friend to Ally, and that night they had dinner together at The Grove. Britney is one of the few people that know about my life struggles and during that night, I’m guessing Britney shared all those things with Ally. When they came out, Britney saw me and hugged me and was super excited to see me. I was excited to see her too, of course. Ally then came and saw me and was like “Gaby! Oh my gosh! You’re here. Hi!” We hugged and took these pictures. All my friends began taking pictures and talking and just being themselves. A few minutes later I was talking to Britney and all of a sudden Ally comes over and asks me if she can talk to me away from the group (I was actually terrified cause I had no idea what was about to happen.) As we walked away from the group a bit she’s held me really tight and began telling me the following: Gaby, I want to tell you that I love you. You are such an amazing person. I remember you since day one, I can never forget how cute you were proposing to Camila. She was so excited, and so was I. But I was told about something’s and I want to take the time to tell you that you are worth life. You’re worth everything on this planet. (She then held my wrists) These wrists, are made to wear watches and bracelets, not for cutting. Do you realize that I love you, and I care about you? I know that you may feel alone and unwanted, but believe me when I say that you’re none of those things. You’re perfect. You’re one of a kind. I’m being completely truthful with you. I say this because I care. From this day on, I never ever want you to hurt yourself ever again, because I will be hurting, just like you are. Promise me you’ll never do it again. I’m saying this because I will check up on you. I know this isn’t the last time we’ll see each other. I have a feeling we’ll see each other and I’m gonna check. So smile, for me, for the world. Be proud, don’t give up. When you feel like that, put yourself in Gods hands. Always, because he’s there, right there by your side. Always.”

That night, Ally followed me on Twitter:

and Tweeted the following:


Since that day, I have not self harmed and put myself down or given up. I feel complete thanks to Ally. 

I saw the girls together again on February 13th, first thing that happened, was Ally ran over to me and gave me a hugged, checked my arms and wrists and whispered in my ear. “I’m so proud.”

I will never be able to thank Ally (and the girls), for everything they have done for me. But Ally, has a very special place in my heart. Yes, I cried while writing this. Because I’m also proud of myself.

 

cheecheechancho

capablemajor:

note to self don’t think about your otp curled up together in bed, legs and arms all tangled together between blankets to fight off the cold and listening to the sound of rain and each other’s breathing, faces buried in tangles of hair or against the other’s chest/neck and pressing little kisses against their cheek or their shoulder or their neck and mumbling about how lucky they are to have the other because you will get feelings and then cry

twerkdirty

jauuregui:

TUMBLR GIVEAWAY!!!

I recently got an iPhone 5C from a member of my family but I already had one so I’ve decided to give it away on Tumblr. I also have a Macbook Air which is a little slow but you can reset it and it works perfectly. Also a few cases for the iphone and an old iPod touch. This is my 1st giveaway so I don’t really know how it works but I’ll see what happens :)

RULES:

To participate, you must

  • be following me (i’ll check)
  • reblog this post (you can do it as many times as you want) before may 25th (i’ll check)

I’ll be sending a private message to the winner. Good luck!!!

twerkdirty

reblog if your name isn’t Hans.

mynameschai:

invaderzim13gir:

anirtak420:

swanqueenandrizzles:

lalalandofsuicide:

kintrafim:

comeinwiththarain:

immortal-goldfish:

skadiyoko:

pastassassins:

2,121,566 people are not Hans and counting!

We’ll find you Hans.

This post is scandalous.

reblogging because hans cant. 

If you scroll past this I am going to assume your name is Hans.

I couldn’t not reblog…

3,531,544 non-Han’s

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Oh hans, if only you could reblog this.

3,697,721 non Han’s

Reblog if you have hands.

cheecheechancho
staystrongibelieveinyouxo:

theawkwardmuggle:

davenayaholic:

kimberlycan:

renewinglauren:

saschadear:

exumbra—insolem:

This is the perfect picture to show anyone that’s afraid of recovery because of weight gain. Honestly, look at Demi. 
She gained weight and recovered, so what? 
She’s glowing, she looks feminine, she looks 1000x more confident and she just looks more… alive.
Recovery is worth it. 


She looks alive.

Favorite post on tumblr

She’s glowing for sure and she’s so so beautiful

forget glowing look at dat ass


BLESS YOUR SOUL ^

staystrongibelieveinyouxo:

theawkwardmuggle:

davenayaholic:

kimberlycan:

renewinglauren:

saschadear:

exumbra—insolem:

This is the perfect picture to show anyone that’s afraid of recovery because of weight gain. Honestly, look at Demi. 

She gained weight and recovered, so what? 

She’s glowing, she looks feminine, she looks 1000x more confident and she just looks more… alive.

Recovery is worth it. 

She looks alive.

Favorite post on tumblr

She’s glowing for sure and she’s so so beautiful

forget glowing look at dat ass

BLESS YOUR SOUL ^